True lies (we who laugh last laugh longest)(ha,ha,ha,ha)

How does it feel in your heart? Does it ache with thee pain ov deceit? How can you reach for thee stars? When you’re numb to thee earth beneath your feet, time will heal or so they say, we’re free to live our lives in our separate ways, thee truth may hurt but at least its thee truth, and thee way that you are you’ve got permanent proof, all this time you’ve spent with me, and you never ever learned to see, cause you have no ears and you have no eyes, all you have is thee comfort ov lies, how must it be in your mind? As your arrogance masks your retreat, how can you live with yourself? When you can’t face up to what you believe, anger fades or so they say, we’re free to let go in our separate ways, and lies beget lies so live your dream, don’t bother thinking cause you wont know what E mean, how must it be in your world? Is it empty without something real? How can you hold your head high? When you can’t hold a moment to how you feel, life costs or so they say and we all pay a price in our separate ways, E wasted precious time on another lost cause, but you lost out on your freedom ov course. (24/09/99)

Stress management

All other factors are peripheral, use magick, focus, speak to thee goddess, energize thee circle, get in touch with yourself, get in time with thee seasons, see things as they really are and what they are capable ov becoming, live life, be free, cry anarchy! (Lost timezone)

In sane lunar

E sit in thee darkness, thee TV explodes, in colour incarnate, thee video drone, E stare at my shadow, from outside my head, we’re fused at thee earth, but not one thing is said, E am glued to thee carpet, thee moon breaks thee gloom, gives energy to those, who worship thee truth, my minds eye E see you, it pours through my head, let those non-believers, believe that you’re dead, your life-force eternal, is only for those, with thee courage to touch themselves, free and undone, insane lunar, how cold you are, insane lunar, how old you are, insane lunar, your light E see, insane lunar, pour forth in me, lunar insane, E call your name, lunar insane, from whence you came, lunar insane, you are ov we, lunar insane, oh blessed be, E attract you, you attract me, all negative waves are changed by thee, you attract me, and E attract you, E feel your power passing through, in lunar, insane, incarnate your name, from whence you came go E, blessed be. Any-thing is everything and no-thing. (23/04/92)

Rizla frenzy

My heart is pumping gold seal, my head spins with Thai grass, these pleasure waves flow through me, it seems to ever last, my head falls backwards dreaming, my heart leaps out my chest, in a world awake in chaos, E deserve to earn my rest, E spin around inside my shell, E liberate my self, E am control ov my own soul, in my heaven and hell, and peace is known while spirit grows, and E am mine to see, E understood this black is good, and damp as is thee weed, thee dance ov light machine, we see what we can see, and what we see is mighty fine! (16/04/92)

Earth, Jupiter, Universe, Unknown

Thee language ov thee inner mind is impersonal to thee conscious “E”. What you see is re-interpreted to have vastly different meanings to what you hear and think at thee moment ov seeing. You must therefore introduce an original and unique impersonal method ov decoding this information, rely on instinct, your immediate thoughts are nearest to thee key. Only you can unlock your real self, only you know how….instinctively yours. Invent new symbols at random, concentrate to thee point ov creation then forget to thee point ov destruction. You are thee god ov your symbols, you are thee god ov your inner world. Create questions and destroy them with answers, bigger questions are destroyed with bigger answers, regain your own balance in reality and live life to thee fullness ov your obsessions. Do not stop yourself, free yourself. (1992)

Bittersweet

Thee beauty that E view inside my mind is a beauty never found in your mankind, it’s a wonder ov achievement, it’s a warper ov brain, but once you’ve tasted this bittersweet your life ain’t thee same, cause people don’t care about people like me, we’re thee scum, we’re thee outcasts cause we wanna be free, thee majority ov this world don’t know that they’re alive, they just follow all thee shit they’re given to keep them in line. E can’t understand how you can say your life is content, your material possessions have never been heaven sent, you think that E am unnatural but there’s no plastic on me, are you blind? Well you must be cause you cant fucking see!
Don’t you see thru thee bullshit? Can’t you smell all thee lies? Can’t you tell that you’re programmed till thee day that you die? You can’t be bothered to oppose, you see no sense to object, is your only priority for money and sex? Don’t you wanna be whole, don’t you wanna be truth? Don’t you wanna believe without seeing thee proof? Don’t you wanna be beautiful and precious inside? Well if you don’t free your soul then you can’t free your mind! (1990)

"Is this machine recording?"-William s burroughs